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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 11:31 AM

i am glad and please.
that no more cough within me. haha.

有时候,梦想是不会实现的。
不要再傻了。


Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 9:01 AM

i am still coughing. but despite all this.

i still went for the south ridge trail and JJ concert on Saturday!
the south ridge trail was fun! we didn't walk till the Kent ridge park.
but it was nevertheless another well spend Saturday afternoon!

well, after the south ridge

JJ concert was awesome at night at Indoor Stadium.
haha. it was most especially touching when he sang 《醉赤壁》with his family!
:)

well, back back to reality, still must study.
last exam ain't it going to be?

pictures up other times! :)

on a sidenote: happy birthday brother! :)


Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 9:05 AM

Henderson Wave later!
JJ CONCERT TONIGHT!

i am looking forward to both later! hahaha.
i will be going to walk through the henderson wave.
then evening time straight down to Indoor Stadium for JJ CONCERT! wheeeee. :)

but back to reality, still must study tomorrow.


Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 9:44 AM

the world dont' stop spinning even when you are down.
so grip on, live on.

and life is still beautiful despite whats happening around you.

on a sidenote: first ever full-fledged FEMALE minister in cabinet. new milestone. way to go for the ladies. haha :)


Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 12:31 PM

just when you are down.
always remember that some people out there are even worst than you.

i feel so unimportant.

hate it.


Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 10:17 PM

updated in lj about some stuff!

i just can't seem to study.
i need motivation.
i need it.

let me through this time!


@ 7:22 AM

i woke up at 6am! sleeping at 2am!

wheeee.

where are you?


Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 8:36 AM

woke up super early like 5am today! despite sleeping at 2am. but in between the 3 hours did woke up, because of my cough! that makes me gulp down lots of water! booo

brother woke up super early at 5am cos he's going to Genting with his friend early this morning. and funny, he coming back on Wed! then my dad going back to Malaysia on Wed! haha.
i wish i can go along. but i have to bring my notes along to go back there,but it would be great, because of the sea breeze and slow pace lifestyle, which is no doubt 1000x better than hectic Singapore.
they're going to sao mu on Thurs! hahaha.

have fun brother! :)

going to see the doctor later(i couldn't get to see it on Sat).
hope my cough is not that bad, but no doubt, every time i am sick, my cough is the one that's so persistent in me, the one that's so difficult to get away. the one that makes me so terrible and breathless!

going to study the remaining chapters for MSM later(maybe bring my notes to the doctor and stare in to the space), then to read a lil on FI(though i say i want to start on this Fri), then maybe a lil of MM and IM in between if really have time. because i can't concentrate on finishing on sole subject individually, because by then, i would forgotten what i have learn in front!

alright, till then! :)


Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 8:09 PM

sore throat.
fever.

sigh.
going to spend money on doctor again.

alright. shall mug again later


Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 10:28 AM

Sentosa yesterday!
the frisbee(i didn't play), the volleyball(did play a lil), the sunblocking & a bit of suntanning, the ben & jerry, the sea breeze,and soaking ourselves in the sea, the dinner at harbour front centre,the kbox singing at cine, the taking of last bus of 518 back home to Pasir Ris and reached home at 1.15am!

so good that i just fall asleep at 2am plus and waking up at 6plus! wahh wheee.
this sound like after exams activities, but its only after prelims activities.sigh.

FI later to mug!

where are the you?


Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 11:05 AM

land of misery.

feeling bitter.
feeling sad.
feeling worried.

will someone bring me to the land of happiness?


Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 9:00 AM

how i wish the world will stop spinning for once.
how i wish the time would stop for 24 hours.
how i wish i don't have to mug anymore.
how i wish dreams would come true, but it seems so difficult.

but please come back to reality! haha

IT fair was super crowded.
me and my friends were get lost from one another upon reaching.
i don't know why either.
so in the end, before i want to go and see the things i want.
by 8.30 or so, i already left Suntec, because i just see people and people everywhere.

shall start studying later at 1pm.
those who finish their mock papers today, have a lil fun today, alright! :)


Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 7:52 PM

its Saturday! :)


Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 12:39 PM

i am still bitter over the MM mock paper! :(
arghh.

on a lighter note: 2 more days to Saturday! :)

edited: i just knew about my niece and nephew A level results which was released last week.
no comment. ehh, get it, right? no medicine or law, please?


Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 6:23 PM

just reached home from school and i think i need to vent my thoughts over this.
after 2 papers, i mean Monday(Investment Management) and Today(Management Mathematics), i realised is either i think i only study half of it then i don't know how to do the paper or there's something wrong with my eyes regarding the allocation of marks.

i didn't study much for MM, i only studied like 8 chapters(but with 5 chapters done like 1-2 weeks ago) and 3 chapters done yesterday.
then i don't know why today while doing the paper.
8 marks question i see it as 5 marks question.
wah don't know something wrong with my eyes or.
actually got a couple of questions i am confident of become non-confident after i came out.

sighh.

and mom is contradicting. one moment ask me slowly find, another moment ask me give it a try at this company cos cousin say is hiring or what.
but the problem is i don't even can concentrate on my exams right now. not even to say interview.
i don't want to worry about jobs right now even though i am like really worried.
well, oh well.
:(

life is so unfair literally.

2 more mock papers to go! just hope i knew at least how to do a couple of questions just like IM & MM.
ahh, Saturday come faster! and i still don't know what phone to change.

till then!


Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 8:29 AM

i couldn't sleep well last night.
i keep turning and tossing and manage to sleep for 2 hours before waking up again.

its always the smartest gets it, but not the stupidest.
its always the prettiest gets it, but not the ugliest.
its always the better one gets it, but not the worst.

try to smile.
try to smile.
try to smile.

yah, try to smile.


Monday, March 09, 2009 @ 9:54 AM

i guess life is not so fair afterall.
or maybe, it isn't fair in the first place.

hate it.


Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 12:56 PM

why are some people so lucky, and yet some aren't?
why are some people so fortunate, and yet some aren't?
why are some people able to be in love and can fall in love, and yet some aren't?
why are some people able to find someone they love & like, and yet some aren't?
why are some people being blessed, and yet some aren't?
why are some people being treated fairly, and yet some aren't?
why are some people so smart, and yet some aren't?

why?
tell me why?
i want to know why too.


Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 10:53 PM

think there's really something wrong.
and yah, there's really something wrong.

i shall live on.
i will live on with it.


@ 12:21 PM

i feel a bit lost at the moment after browsing forums, browsing those job search website.
i am really lost.

lucky mommy say slowly find after exams.
phew.
keep my finger cross.
i don't expect any good honours or what right now.
let me pass!


Friday, March 06, 2009 @ 8:34 PM

people have already started their mock papers.
my first paper starts on next Monday and end on next Saturday.

wah piang, i really don't know how am i going to tackle the first paper because i haven start anything yet for the first and last paper. :(
booo sighh.

pray and cross fingers.
let next Saturday comes faster.

and now i am having an ear infection that my both ears are so painful. ahhh no mood!
i shall mug for my Monday papers in the airport tomorrow!

till then.


Thursday, March 05, 2009 @ 1:08 AM

the black and white world, who will want to come and colour it?

i can't seem to get anything into my head for now. the notes seems kind of alien to me.
but, i will try my best.

选择了忘记并不代表真的会忘记。
一步一步来吧。


Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 9:59 AM

its always there.
i know its always there.

but

i can't seem to continue with it anymore.

empty the thoughts.
empty the feelings.
empty the smile.
empty everything.

take a lil step at a time. *step by step!*
i am strong, very strong, super strong.
jiayou! :)


Tuesday, March 03, 2009 @ 10:53 AM

besides the news of share prices dipping down(sigh), i guess another shocking news was NTU student jump down to death after he injured a professor.

read about the news online after my friend send me the link yesterday afternoon.
god bless. :x

on a sidenote: rain rain, go away, come again another day!


Monday, March 02, 2009 @ 12:23 PM

today is really a better day.
:)

thank you!


Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 3:30 PM

i rather i give up thinking, than clinging on.

i feel so disgusted by the words used, i feel so disgusted by the pictures took. i feel so disgusted by the way you treat people.
yes, disgusted.
super disgusted.
i dislike you. now and in future.

in any case you think i am referring to a guy, no i am not.
and in any case you think i am referring to anyone in my family, no i am not.
i am referring to someone not worth mentioning anymore.

maybe i shouldn't be so nice to people around me anymore!
maybe tomorrow will not be a better day.

on a sidenote:it's March already!



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